Why Georgia, Why.

So back from Georgia.
It was a FANTASTIC trip
Other than the fact that I redeveloped a crush on a boy that really shouldn't be transpiring again.
See because, I kind of always end up becoming the complete and total moron in the end result, and of course I'm reassured that Prince Charming's do not exist after all.
But really, this is the 1st year of 4 years, so who really knows what will happen.
I'm no longer going to hunt for that happiness that sappy girls want so bad and dream about, despite the fact that the end result is a great girl like me waiting for something amazing to happen, which who knows will be how long.
I have a secret horrible gut feeling that I'm going to end up being the girl who goes through college as the boys best friend and then succeeds in life as the woman that keeps herself busy with work to distract that fact that I'll be lonely.



I'm sorry for this negative entry fellow bloggers.
It's one of those things that is on my mind currently and the ideas need to be flushed out immediately.

On the upside, this weekend was great. Georgia has seriously the best April weather in existance. Not too hot, not too cold. It was awesome.
Nothing is better than floating in a calm lake and sitting in an inner-tube.

And did I mention that I love Jorge Porter-Wolf? You are amazing love

"alaina, you are the love of my life. i would do anything you needed. ever."
-JPW


So new song: heard it on the latest One Tree Hill episode. Yea I'm obsessed with the show.
Deal with it